It all started last night, my best friend was over and I was online looking at random things when I said "let's start a business so I can stay home with my child, an ice cream truck." My friend then replied "Two Heffers Ice Cream" and we both laughed. That's the reality of my life, I'm fat, she's fat. It hit me, yes I have been trying to lose weight, or have I just been telling people that I'm trying and secretly not (kind of like those vegetarians that say they are in public but in real life, really are not(I know a few)). I am admitting to myself now that I am one of those people who have been telling people that I'm trying when I'm really not. This is me in all my venerability admitting that I am fat and this is my blog to tell my story and share with you my journey to weight loss. I don't want to hide anything, this is going to be brutal. So far this morning I have eaten a bowl of multi grain Cheerios (with skim milk of course) and some water. Tune in to see how the rest of my day goes.......
P.S. I know I spelled Heffers wrong but that's what makes it my own. :)
I had Raisin Bran with a banana and cofee for breakfast. I had Subway for lunch a footlong club and water. I can't believe I ate the whole footlong. My intention was to save the other half. I guess it was better than eating McDonald's. _Janaya
ReplyDeleteIts funny that you put it that way (pretending to be losing weight while enjoying a Big Mac) I think a majority of people on diets are that way. Im somewhat doing this journey as well but mine is just to get toned up because I dont stress too much about my weight. I never agree with the number anyways. lol.. Well I wanted to wish you the best of luck with your goal.. Its sure to be a long brutal road but if you really want it then by all means you'll get it..
ReplyDeleteP.S. I look forward to your future posts..