I'm Back, With No Progress

On my way to class this evening, I was thinking, OHMIGOSH! I started a weight loss blog and it got no where and so did I. I haven't gotten no where since I last posted over two years ago!! How embarrassing. I started this blog to hold myself accountable and obviously was putting to the way side and I am ready to get this weight off. So here we go, I will blog, text, and write my fingers off. I will share triumphs and vent. I will share recipes and pictures. I will get personal so if you are not up for a challenge then this will not be for you. BUT it is for me. Lets get started!

Auditioning for The Biggest Loser in 2 weeks.

Comment left about cutting out white foods. I git inspired by the post and might give it a try.

Omg! It's been too long since I last wrote, I'm sorry. In the time I've been away, I fell off the deep end. Eating everything in site. I had a really awesome

Day Three

Once again I want to forewarn you that the typos in my posts are when I use my cell phone to do a post. I have the Driod, it rocks but it's hard to get used to using a completely touch screen system. We will give it a name, how's...Droid. When I make a post from my cell I will refer to it as Droid.

As I was saying about the gym thing. I want to find the best deal and I think I found it, maybe. My health insurance is through Blue Cross Blue Shield and they offer a membership for $29 a month, no contract, its universal to several gyms in my area. Only issue is is that it is not for a gym that I want to go to. Believe it or not, I have social anxiety espescially when men are involved. You know ladies that most of us don't like exercising in front of men because we know all they think about is sex. Imagine my fat butt a wigglin' jiggling about on an eliptical machine, sweating and puffing after two minutes of a pumpin away, so out of breath that I have to get off then end up tripping because I have sea legs then realizing that I'm being judged. I don't want to have to worry about being judged and have not been to a gym since Naturally Women went out of business. The only womens only facility is Curves and I don't feel like that would be enough for me, though it would be some kind of activity. Big turn off for curves is that they have very limited hours. There is a 24 hour Fitness down the road but those are usually unstaffed and that makes me feel weird and vunerable. Am I just making excuses like a fat person usually would or do I have valid issues? If I'm going to be spending my money on a gym membership I want to be able to use it, on my terms. I better get my homework done, talk to you in the morning.....

P.S. Usually when I post from Droid, I'm sitting on the toilet at work (bet you wanted that visual, I never said I was using it), it's usually the only place I have a few minutes to myself to be able to give 2heffersicecream my undivided attention.

I've decided, I'm joining a gym. But which one? We had some unexpected bills so I want to fond the best deal. I will ponder this and get back to you.

Had left over pizza and a coke for lunch. Oh and a low fat raspberry muffin from Starbucks. I'm feeling icky - I wonder why...